I kind of feel like those two words sum up my life right now.
I'm no stranger to road blocks, arguments, insecurities, or faults, but life still feels pretty damn good right now.
In fact, life has never fit me better.
I'm chasing a writing career and making the most amazing friends in the process.
I can feel insecure about something, but thanks to April, I don't feel insecure AND alone. I used to feel both, before I met her, and those were dark times.
I'm learning to accept that not everyone is going to like who I am, what I say, or how I say it - and that's okay. It's really, really okay.
I've learned to cut myself a break when I screw up.
I'm trying to be less judgemental - but I'll be honest, I'm not where I need to be on this.
I've got an incredible relationship with both parents, and for that I'm grateful.
For years, I felt like all I had were puzzle pieces that didn't quite fit the way they should.
I'd try to force the picture together, fracturing myself even further.
Over time, I lived, learned, grew, loved, lost and evolved.
Eventually, the pieces began to fit.
Without effort.
I no longer fret about what my life will look like in ten years.
I prefer to spend my energy focusing on how I can make today look even better than it already does.
And today looks pretty darn good, kids.
See for yourselves:
Yeah...I know.
I'm thankful every day.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Perfect Imperfection.
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12 comments:
That is damn sweet kiddo. ;)
YOU both are very lucky!
happy vday to the both...thank you for sharing and entertaining me...
fyi...just got heather green's cd...need to drop her a note...
Girl - It's great now - but wait, it gets better - far, far better.
Happy Valentine's day to the both of you! Treat yourselves to something nice, you have my permission :)
P.S. Soundtrack for today: REM - Strange Currencies, but that's just me, I guess :)
Awwwww!! What a great post. Have a lovely Valentines you too. Fish x
Aw, she must be pretty lucky too. I mean, you're letting her drink your diet coke! ;) Happy V-day.
Awwww. I second WWG's comment. You are both very lucky. I can tell how much you both love each other.
Happy Valentine's Day!
perfect.
cute, cute, cute!
tina: what can i say, i was feeling uncharacteristically mushy. she makes me smile...and takes so much grief on this blog I have to make up for it eventually :)
witty: i'll make sure to tell her you said so... :)
for va jay jays: It's the BEST CD EVER! I'm still listening to it non stop. I love all the cuts, but I want her to perform "a lot like love" at our commitment ceremony, whenever we have one!
hahn: from your lips to God's ears :)
marloff: will you also grant me permission to buy the super expensive watch I've been wanting? if so, may I please have your credit card number?
fishx: Happy Valentines Day to you too! Hope NYC is taking good care of you :)
two write hands: i love you for noticing that she's drinking MY diet coke. that is the truest form of love i can offer a person...sharing my beloved beverage...
honest ape: happy valentines day to you and your lovely wife as well :) ya'll are inspiring
weese: *grin*
dixon: yep, she is!
life's lookin' good for you!!!! :)
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